Sick of Haters

***Warning TMI about my lovely stomach bug***

I havent been like actually throw up sick in years. But I was cursed the other day. Oh man was I. Monday I was fine. I went to bed around 12:30-1 and woke up at 4, super sick. Like bad.... I fought the urge to puke for about an hour. I prayed, begging please dont let me puke. I'd rather have a stomach ache all day. On top of that I also had dia-dia. I felt so sick. I sat on the side of the tub w/ my face pressed up to the cold bath tile. No relief. After trying to fight it I lost the battle. I yelled for Russell to bring me a trash can. Since I had both, I now had to take a shower. I wanted to make sure if I had to throw up again, while in the shower, I wouldnt have to make the decision of either getting out or in the shower. Russell came up and helped me out of the shower. I cried to him while I put some clean PJ's on. I hate being sick, especially stomach stuff. He told me I probably had a few more trips like this before I'd be done and I cried harder. He put me back to bed and I slept. No other issues. Felt pretty crappy until about 5ish. Then started getting really hungry. I had sandwich before I went to bed w/ no issues. I'm glad it was a short bug but I cant figure out where it came from. No one I know was sick. Dont think it was something I ate. Glad its over!

***Ok Its safe to come back***

My boss is on vacation until the 7th and he called me yesterday and tells me I'm going to be him while he's away. I'm the POC. Point of Contact! I cant believe he selected me. Crazyness. Its makes me feel good that he is comfortable w/ me being a mini him. Which reminds me, why do people get pissed off when someone else is doing better then them? There are some people here who dont care for me. I'm sure its bc they think I got this far from handouts. But you know what, that really pisses me off. I have worked hard to get here. I do well under pressure. I speak my mind (in a professional way). I fight things that I dont agree w/ and have solid evidence to support my argument. I just stand around and whine about why this or that suck. I meet my goals or at least put in 100% of an effort.

I dont know. I just hate people judging me when they have no idea.

Mkay....