I am so sleepy. Maybe I should try and go to bed earlier. LOL
I went and saw Chaz and Ryland yesterday. Man that was alot harder then I thought it would be, on me, not them. All day today I felt like I was better off before I saw them. But I think I just need to get used to it. Its weird to have to go "there" to see my brothers. Of course I cant see them together. They have them separated. Chaz and Ryland passed each other and Chaz waived at Ryland and Ryland ignored him.
When Ryry told me that it broke my heart. This is all so weird to me.
I dont wanna do this.
I've started drinking more since this all went down. It doesnt help tho.
Russ is still unemployed. I am going to have to withdraw my 401k. Since we were about 2 weeks behind before he lost his job bc of someone owing us money (which we arent getting) now that he has no income we are getting even further behind. I dont wanna wait till we are in a super tight spot. So I'm going to withdraw some cash and get caught up. Hopefully that can sustain us till he gets a job.
Mkay I am ready to relax.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Day 3 for R & Day6 for C
Posted by Rhianna at 7:01 PM
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I am sorry your family is going through this. I hate going there to see clients I can't imagine going to see someone I loved there. The closest I come to that was visiting my darlin husband before he was my darlin hubby in the breg. Him and TJ did something stupid that I cant remember and did 2 weeks in lock up. Hope things start getting better for you soon.
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